the night has dawned on me once again, as I stare at the grayish pink sky I remember the two men I have lost.
The first man is the second source of my Being; he left me the day before the 19th year of my deliverance. His body finally gave up after sic years of battling with Death. The heavens have finally opened its door to welcome him. A place where he shall never suffer again, where he can finally rest in his Creator’s embrace. I am missing him everyday; my life shall never be the same again. I will never forever long for his embrace, his guidance, his words and his love. But I will love him more each day, each day my love will try and reach him, by the time I too shall join the Creator I will look for him, rub my forehead against his, the way we always did every morning, our silent greetings of good morning, I love you. Daddy wait for your baby to join you. Watch me as I gracefully venture the world; welcome me when the day comes for me to join Our Creator.
The second man is my First Everything. I set him free for I wanted to give him space to breath, a time to live, and a life to venture. I am longing for him everyday, ever since I’ve decided to love him from faraway. I will wait for him; I will always pray that he will find the road back to Me, back to his Home. The man who gave me the courage to live and the reason to learn how to be patient. The man that had opened my eyes, that have showed me how it is to care and how it is to be thankful for whatever god has given you. He was God’s instrument, the key that unlocked the door towards the pathway of love. He softened my stiffness, he brightened the darkness that has been my world, he gave me my emotions. Now I know I shall love him More each day.
The Two Men I’ve lost, are the reason I have gained.
12.13.4
The first man is the second source of my Being; he left me the day before the 19th year of my deliverance. His body finally gave up after sic years of battling with Death. The heavens have finally opened its door to welcome him. A place where he shall never suffer again, where he can finally rest in his Creator’s embrace. I am missing him everyday; my life shall never be the same again. I will never forever long for his embrace, his guidance, his words and his love. But I will love him more each day, each day my love will try and reach him, by the time I too shall join the Creator I will look for him, rub my forehead against his, the way we always did every morning, our silent greetings of good morning, I love you. Daddy wait for your baby to join you. Watch me as I gracefully venture the world; welcome me when the day comes for me to join Our Creator.
The second man is my First Everything. I set him free for I wanted to give him space to breath, a time to live, and a life to venture. I am longing for him everyday, ever since I’ve decided to love him from faraway. I will wait for him; I will always pray that he will find the road back to Me, back to his Home. The man who gave me the courage to live and the reason to learn how to be patient. The man that had opened my eyes, that have showed me how it is to care and how it is to be thankful for whatever god has given you. He was God’s instrument, the key that unlocked the door towards the pathway of love. He softened my stiffness, he brightened the darkness that has been my world, he gave me my emotions. Now I know I shall love him More each day.
The Two Men I’ve lost, are the reason I have gained.
12.13.4
5:20am
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