vivid lucidity

lucidity springs from the fountain of blur

the void that was once...

...shall never come

...shall never come

shall never come twice...

you know i CAN smile without you! :)

life has been so great to me... this year i was given the chance to redeem my grace!!! geez! after all the crap i've been through who would've thought i'd be able to live happily again... it's been a long while now since i wrote something substantial... but i dont care, it simply means that im so busy being happy, that i dont have the time to sulk and absorb the lonliness of the world. but i will always be thankful that once in my life i was able to befriend sadness... i've learned alot from her you know.

hmm... thank you to all the people who have appreciated me, like me, and loved me.i will always have a reason to smile in the morning because of you guys.to all my real friends...you give me more than a hundred reasons not to have a boyfriend yet.:) and to those who broke me heart!(in one way or another i would want to curse you,but not now..cant allow you to ruin this)so i'd just thank you for the lessons.well to the man(man?really?i heard some rumors you know...;p)well yeah to you...yey it's been a year and i've finally decided to move on and now as you and they can see i am happy now!more than when i was with you i think but don't get me wrong i WAS happy to be with you back then... to you who ever you are thank you so much for a very wonderful heart break that brought me to the stars and back. whatever it is that you want to be...hey i'd be honored to be the one to has pushed you to the edge! ;p

wait! to the guy who conquered his fears and sang to the mermaid his songs of love...even if the mermaid doesn't see you as the one who she likes to love and live with beneath the ocean waves, i'm sure she is happy to have met you... there are still alot of love and form out there...continue with the search...:) the moondance was great!

i really feel so happy and wonderful i can't help it!!!!

thank you everyone! thank you all! mwah!

Find love in anyform...if that love in that form isnt the one...go on with the journey...life is fun including the bumps and the bruises on the way!

i love life!!! :D