Sedate me!!!

all right so i've been obssessing about this, i am finally allowing myself to be this dumb-star-struck-girl again. and i don't care. i am happy just thinking about him, happy. it's been a long time since happiness has been concretized! damn it! i deserve this. i only saw him once, ok. once. so what?! that's why friendster is there, to allow you to get a glimpse or atleast an idea if the person has personality! hahaha

anyway, he is a creative writing student minor in theater arts. he likes ballet, and music. which is great. and the music i am refering to is in snyc with what i like, not only pop and musical songs, and oh he likes joey ayala! how cool can it get?! he's not much of a looker but who cares?! i am so loving the feeling of liking another guy. and liking him with a smile! so sweet and childish! i can't stop talking somebody sedate me!

DEAD LONG AGO

DEAD LONG AGO
I said that I loved you that wasn't a lie
but each time i'd say these words the harder i try
if only a compromise just to save this thing's soul
but if a word was a weapon I'd have been dead long ago

And I can't go on living this way
No I can't go on living

I'm sick of complaining but I can't get things right
the punches keep coming and I'm losing the fight
with all this aggression another slap in the face
the relationship beckons and I'm on my way

oooh your sympathy goddamnit
I said that I loved you its turned into a lie
cause each time I say these words the harder I cry
if only a compromise just to save this thing's soul
but your words are like weapons and I was dead long ago

ooh your sympathy for someone dead long ago

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i think he wrote this.
i am just so obssessed, forgive me.

bookmark

removed him from my bookmark...
replaced him with another... (nothing special, just a crush, i only met him once, and i'm looking forward to meeting him again)
don't ask me, its not that bigga deal :)

Discovery!

it was the happiest moment of the day.

-she's a discovery
-very good
-good
-beautiful images
-do you write poems? i knew it, because of how you wrote your lines

:)
--bow--