I know that the earthly ground, stable as it may seem will always be strange to you for it is not HOME and it is not where you truly belong..
so i understand the silence and indifference and love altogether.. i do. i may not just seem to accept it nor contain the hurt within me.. you know i have always been honest with you..only you perhaps that is why it is important to me that i let you know..
i guess your silence affects me in a wrong way only when i feel that there is a reason beyond that muteness..that is why you hide from me..
everytime we talk after a long period of silence i see again the core of you... both weak and strong yet still beautiful. i will forever understand my dearest soulsister... no superficial facade, no million masks, no deafness will stop me from seeing through.. seeing the real you..
how can the mermaid possibly hide from her angel right? how can twin souls not feel what one feels right? it will forever be more than just the connection. and we know better..
maybe i fear your silence when not needed that is why i shake you off again and again in the hopes of bringing back the fish.. to remind you of the waves and the pink pearl garlands.. that though reality may be on land..God gave you fins and not feet.. so swim swim as far as you can! it will be hard but never ever attempt to walk... it is enough that you learn to swim on land.. it will even be harder if you learn how to use those feet you are trying on right now... didnt your frail legs bleed all the time when you try to use them?
i will always and forever be comfortable with silence in our revolving worlds only when i know and feel that no matter the turns and the cycles.. it will still be the mermaid
"vivid lucidity"- a clear profound manifestation/ self expression of where you are and what you are now. and all i see are vibrant colors of pink and yellow (those that you dont wear), beautiful wings.. legs swiftly moving as if its walking on water.. and a woman flying head on to reach her star.. it is only lightness i feel. one great liberation and joy! and the void shall never come again!!!
when the realities around seem to drown the strenght within you...just check on your back.. you are there. and your angel will always be behind you too.. you said it yourself "a trace/ mark is not left if there is no intention to return"..
i guess i trust the mermaid more than my sister.. i am learning. they were different persons at different times of my live.. and now they are one.no matter what i will always love you. you know that!
prayer time alright? this i only pray for you.. i hope that ynna will never ever be afraid to face the beautiful mermaid full of love and life!!!
o hala!intindihin mo ang mga pinagsasabi ko.. boils down to 1 thing.. mahal na mahal din kita. i hope you still believe in our world as much as i do.. but more than anything else...i hope you keep the faith on that swimming soul within you!
i guess we will always lose a part of oursleves in our constant becoming..
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I know that the earthly ground, stable as it may seem will always be strange to you for it is not HOME and it is not where you truly belong..
so i understand the silence and indifference and love altogether.. i do. i may not just seem to accept it nor contain the hurt within me.. you know i have always been honest with you..only you perhaps that is why it is important to me that i let you know..
i guess your silence affects me in a wrong way only when i feel that there is a reason beyond that muteness..that is why you hide from me..
everytime we talk after a long period of silence i see again the core of you... both weak and strong yet still beautiful. i will forever understand my dearest soulsister... no superficial facade, no million masks, no deafness will stop me from seeing through.. seeing the real you..
how can the mermaid possibly hide from her angel right? how can twin souls not feel what one feels right? it will forever be more than just the connection. and we know better..
maybe i fear your silence when not needed that is why i shake you off again and again in the hopes of bringing back the fish.. to remind you of the waves and the pink pearl garlands.. that though reality may be on land..God gave you fins and not feet.. so swim swim as far as you can! it will be hard but never ever attempt to walk... it is enough that you learn to swim on land.. it will even be harder if you learn how to use those feet you are trying on right now... didnt your frail legs bleed all the time when you try to use them?
i will always and forever be comfortable with silence in our revolving worlds only when i know and feel that no matter the turns and the cycles.. it will still be the mermaid
"vivid lucidity"- a clear profound manifestation/ self expression of where you are and what you are now. and all i see are vibrant colors of pink and yellow (those that you dont wear), beautiful wings.. legs swiftly moving as if its walking on water.. and a woman flying head on to reach her star.. it is only lightness i feel. one great liberation and joy! and the void shall never come again!!!
when the realities around seem to drown the strenght within you...just check on your back.. you are there. and your angel will always be behind you too.. you said it yourself "a trace/ mark is not left if there is no intention to return"..
i guess i trust the mermaid more than my sister.. i am learning. they were different persons at different times of my live.. and now they are one.no matter what i will always love you. you know that!
prayer time alright? this i only pray for you.. i hope that ynna will never ever be afraid to face the beautiful mermaid full of love and life!!!
o hala!intindihin mo ang mga pinagsasabi ko.. boils down to 1 thing.. mahal na mahal din kita. i hope you still believe in our world as much as i do.. but more than anything else...i hope you keep the faith on that swimming soul within you!
i guess we will always lose a part of oursleves in our constant becoming..
and it alright.. only signs of growth =)
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