Monday, November 29, 2004

in the morning i will greet you goodnight

Can you feel the cold breeze? Frozen inside my shell, folded like a fetus. Abandoned. I am crying tears of pink pearls, I am sad, for I yearn the warmth of your skin, your being, and your love.

I can never cease to write… through every word I utter in silence are tiny droplets of blood from my heart… yes… I am bleeding… and needing… You.

I wonder if you feel the same abandonment, the same coldness, and the numbness, being frozen inside a shell, where no one can ever save you but yourself, and your love.

I can imagine you, sleeping in the comforts of your bed and your pillows. Wrap yourself up with a blanket I know you are cold. Feel my being in that fabric. Let me reach you through the thick comforts of that cloth… I will envelop you, and watch you in your deep slumber. Dream of me… let us love each other once again… even if it is only in dreams that we could be together again…

So sleep tight, stay in that serene slumber… rest your heart. Let us meet inside your heart once again… goodnight…

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