from a fellow sea creature in passing

i didn't do anything productive today. now that i''vre realized that i feel more depressed. i slept the entire day, it was at around 6:00 pm when decided to check my hi5 account. then there i saw this message from ANTZ i don't really know her... but what's intresting is that she wrote me a letter about the recent journal entry i wrote. that journal entry originated from my Green Apple notebook, it was a letter for pom, but i don't have any intention to give it to him, i just wrote it for my own pleasure, anyway i posted that entry here at my blog, the very first entry. you can check it if you want. and i'm going to post the letter that "Antz" sent me.


Subject:
a fellow sea creature in passing...

Message:
i was searching for a friend named "ynna" when your artistic picture caught my attention. i "accidentally" read through your journal entry.. Oopps.. i guess it wrong for me to use that word... i read through it intentionally as i was drawn by your strong words until it ended with a (.)

i would like to say thank you. you write very well.. those were beautiful words with so much depth and profoundness. i envy your gift, your words expressed are my feeling repressed... and somehow i maybe saw myself in you...

you're right.. indeed maybe the mermaids sent you those gifts.. for they would glady welcome you into their abode.. for it to be your sanctuary as well.. but i am definite.. that you will also be a gift to them.. and in turn.. amidst the darkness, these creatures underneath would push you to rise up the ocean floor so you may experince the radiance of sunlight once again... there is so much fear in the dark only when we have lost our grasp of our ultimate Strength.. your Creator brought you to it.. He will bring you through it..

i read somewhere that when you hold the sand too tightly in your hands, you tend to lose more.. sometimes we just have to learn to let go.. hard and painful as it may seem.. but it is also in this way that we love and grow more...

sometimes we just have to open our shells a bit and let that streak of light coming from the stars above bring back that strength that is within us.. let that glow from the deep blue sky be known to you.. it is the Creators manifestation of great love for you..

life is waiting.. someone one's wrote : We cannot remove this waiting from our lives. It is part of the tapestry of living ---the fabric in which the threads are woven that tell the story of our lives.

waiting is a gift just as life is...

i dont really know if i am making sense to you. i just felt like giving it all back to Him by letting you know that your Father is with you in your battle..

GODBLESS!! your entry was an inspiration for me to write again... you have my prayers. :)

it's nice to know that even if i'm in this state of depression i can still inpire people. =)