Tuesday, October 05, 2004

waiting for a new one to start...

ok so i was just being paranoid again. argh! i just hate it when all my assumptions are wrong. AGAIN. it happens to me all the time. but i can't blame myself! we're so far a part and well our communication is not that good because of so many reasons that i just have to understand. even if at times i just can't do it anymore.

so lastnight we were able to talk on line. he said that he just realized how long it has been since the last time he saw me. (uh-yeah! that's why i feel so crappy in the first place!) oh well so expectedly he was extremely sweet again, trying to dimiss the fact that i was being cold, he kept on talking and talking about stuff just to fill the awkwardness. it was fun torturing him... hehehe well... i like it when he does that. when he tries to make up for his short comings. oh well...

i deserve to be wooed . i know that. and it adds spice in our relationship. i'm so in love with him. i don't know why. i'm so excited to see him this saturday!

another drama. an end of a cycle.

waiting for a new one to start...

it will end soon like all love will...(from the song, and end to the full moon, for the lover i spelled)

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