i've been very sick for the past few days now... my fever's been on and off... and i thought it was just my heart who's breaking down but it seems like my body too would like to break down... oh well...
so i went to school today, i wore a vintage short dress i bought from ukay, for only 5 pesos! hehehehe... so there i decided to be happy even if i'm not i decided to be pretty. i didn't fail myself, i did look pretty, many people stared like crazy and a lot of people from ab said i looked nice... do not react on this! it's the only thing that made me happy today so there just let me be... hehehe
i still feel bad that he's not texting me... i feel so unloved right now... i don't think i deserve this, or maybe i do deserve this... o well... how bad can it get... it's really killing me, physically and emotionally. how bad can the world get. i thought my bitter days are over, but here i am again, being pulled by the souls underground. i'm scared. can somebody help me...
i'm tired. i'm sick. and i just want to be loved...
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