she left. the best relationship i ever had ended, well not quite, but yeah it did... somehow...
she told me that she will never tired of loving me, and that made me cry a little more, almost every minute i think of her, and i wonder how on earth will she be able to survive there... away... away from all of us. well such a strong person like her can't be put down by such a simple challenge of distance... i think...
she loved me, condotionally unconditionally, its hard to say but one things for sure she really loved me. and she loved every body i love, my friends, chahing and of course my family.
such a weird kind of friendship one might say, amazing for some, and some are bothered as well...
of all the things i've lost for the past few years and having her in return was worth it. she became my strength and i became hers.
a psychiatrist said, you allow other people to touch your life and to hold on to you, you let them love you, for it uplifts and inspires their soul.
i don't know if im making sense, it's all random thoughts anyway... i miss her so much! i miss hugging her, talking to her before sleep, eating out with her, talking to her over a cup of tea. i miss her terribly... i miss my angel...
she told me that she will never tired of loving me, and that made me cry a little more, almost every minute i think of her, and i wonder how on earth will she be able to survive there... away... away from all of us. well such a strong person like her can't be put down by such a simple challenge of distance... i think...
she loved me, condotionally unconditionally, its hard to say but one things for sure she really loved me. and she loved every body i love, my friends, chahing and of course my family.
such a weird kind of friendship one might say, amazing for some, and some are bothered as well...
of all the things i've lost for the past few years and having her in return was worth it. she became my strength and i became hers.
a psychiatrist said, you allow other people to touch your life and to hold on to you, you let them love you, for it uplifts and inspires their soul.
i don't know if im making sense, it's all random thoughts anyway... i miss her so much! i miss hugging her, talking to her before sleep, eating out with her, talking to her over a cup of tea. i miss her terribly... i miss my angel...
1 comment:
i will always be with you.. we "us" is everywhere.. God made sure of that before we take separate paths to grow.. you once said..there will always be things memories around to assure as we are here and there. the stars, buterflies, clouds, fishes, every little thing.. yeah.. the best relationship.. we be strong alright? trust that we are always with each other.. look inside. you said we'd still grow old together right? i want to live for that time.. our book is yet to be written.. missing you everymoment na. thank you for this and all.. hold on to HIm in your solitude k? find solace in it as i will too..
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