21 wishes

i took this picture last year (4/2/5)

in a couple of weeks it's going to be my birthday again and i want to have my 21 wishes

i wish:

21. i could gather enough strength to pursue my dream to study creative writting
20. not to be a financial burden anymore
19. i could stop disappointing people around me
18. to help all the people i love in any way that i can
17. to move on farther, so i can love him from far away
16. my love reaches ning and my dad, so i could hug them once again
15. i could be more grateful towards all the blessings to come
14. to write better
13. i could be more passionate
12. i could love God more
11. to love my self
10. i could find the right path where i could funtion well and serve Him more
9. to love my friends more
8. to love my family more
7. i could paint more surreal images from my psychedelic brain
6. i could bring my car here in manila
5. i could quit smoking and be a vegetarian again
4. i could be a good sister to my siblings
3. i could be a good daughter to my mom
2. i could see my dad again... in time dad in time... :)
1. i could be a better person (a perfect version of my self)

i hope the list doesn't have to end... there are a lot more things to wish for but i'd still stick to what my fate has to offer. :)