just random thoughts running in my head...
the other night i talked to antz, sigh knida felt bad that we just had to do with a 10 minute conversation, unlike before, we used to talk for hours... kinda miss that you know. have so many things running in my head, and i miss just pouring it out to you. so how are you?
i am in a state of... (geez there's not even a word for it)
anyway.. hmmm... i am writing for habitat, and i get to see the ugly side of the philippines (yes, fortunately there is still a good side). i hide at the back of the camera, taking pictures, of strangers turned friends from other countries, trying to help, and try to make this world (country) a better place to live in.
it is just so hard seeing your country like that, slams, dirt and children with skin diseases, so depressing, and it would make you realize how lucky you are that you have the kind of life you are in, i say this cause that's what i felt after being emmersed to such kind of environment.
i've just realized, that poor countries still survive, cause there are still a lot of kind-hearted people, who are willing to help. God bless them.
hmmm... anyway, i am enjoying my work, i get to meet a lot of people, i write and a take pictures of them. i love it! i am very grateful that all these gifts are given to me.
hmmm... anyway despite not knowing what state i am in, i think i am fine, and i'm ok being fine until... until...
hmmm... that's it.
the other night i talked to antz, sigh knida felt bad that we just had to do with a 10 minute conversation, unlike before, we used to talk for hours... kinda miss that you know. have so many things running in my head, and i miss just pouring it out to you. so how are you?
i am in a state of... (geez there's not even a word for it)
anyway.. hmmm... i am writing for habitat, and i get to see the ugly side of the philippines (yes, fortunately there is still a good side). i hide at the back of the camera, taking pictures, of strangers turned friends from other countries, trying to help, and try to make this world (country) a better place to live in.
it is just so hard seeing your country like that, slams, dirt and children with skin diseases, so depressing, and it would make you realize how lucky you are that you have the kind of life you are in, i say this cause that's what i felt after being emmersed to such kind of environment.
i've just realized, that poor countries still survive, cause there are still a lot of kind-hearted people, who are willing to help. God bless them.
hmmm... anyway, i am enjoying my work, i get to meet a lot of people, i write and a take pictures of them. i love it! i am very grateful that all these gifts are given to me.
hmmm... anyway despite not knowing what state i am in, i think i am fine, and i'm ok being fine until... until...
hmmm... that's it.
1 comment:
i missed on this entry which is impossible but i actually did i think.
at first it was the blank space filled with words, then text, then overnights..it wasnt just hours. we talked almost everyday and still it wasnt enough..
im really proud youre doing habitat..contributing on your own way honing your writing skills at the same time. its just really unfortunate am not around.. societal & developmental issue would have been great topics to talk about over a cup of tea and cig.. for a change right? we're done with heartaches and men (man).. this could have been interesting.. were off to conversing about the realities we dont usually see and feel but is actually just around us.. then we'd be talking about how we can possibly make a difference? and dream our dreams away.. until we'd once again be silenced. deep sigh.smile. great intellectual exchange.. =)
rarely do you find a soul who perfectly complements you. not even rare.what can be rarer than rare?..
twin soul. your star wrapped around my butterfly wigns
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